I began being homeless when property Management refuse to renew my lease.
I spent two weeks at the comfort inn in Middleburg heights Ohio, about a week and a half at the Super 8 motel on Sperry road in Westlake Ohio USA.
As I got closer to check out time at the Super 8 motel.
I began feeling suicidal.
I talked to my nephew and my nephew he says “I don’t like the way your talking! Next thing I know I got to Westlake Police the Westlake fire department of Westlake EMS took me over to St John’s medical center.
I met both politically correct people! And Narcissists! The administrative people as my dad would say:”I wouldn’t hit a dog in the ass with them!” The same holds true for clear Vista!
Then I ended up going to a place called clear vista in Lorain Ohio USA.
We’ve all heard of the term puppy mill?
Clear vista is a mental mill you should forget using the word health.
I was there Monday afternoon I got the boot Thursday afternoon!
My problem was not solved!
A social worker there goes by the name of gayleen! She lies to your face and thinks nothing of it!
That is called a social worker?
The doctors talk a good talk but can’t walk the walk wtf!
The nursing staff are narcissist and clicks, and whores!
The so-called nurses are the ones that run the fucking place not the doctors not management not even executives!
I also got screwed by one of the psychiatrist there as far as my meds to slow down my bipolar disorder!
Long and shortof it! I ended up in a group home so far everybody has been very nice one of them women her bastard son fuck with the patients!
And one of my roommates is a narcissist!
So far everybody behaves themselves but those narcissistic fuckheads!
I did make kind of a friend with a woman who was born in the sixties and me born in the mid 50s.
Apparently our favorite thing is playing Uno.
From what I understand I have 180 days here and I have to be out of here!
My oldest son does the best he can with the help of his brother and doing what I need to have done.
My youngest son lucky enough! He did buy some of my psych meds for me.
A guy could get used to Lorain county.
So far from what I have encountered it’s quiet I see a few cars here and there.
Apparently I’m near a public housing area it looks like a public housing area.
We have a “giant” who thinks he can do what he wants!
He’s trashing the dorm!
He’s gone now!
I had to be moved to another rm.
Wednesday! We will go to the church to wait for repairs to be made.
Each day that goes by? I get depressed!
I just want to die! Because of the way things are going. Slowly!
I’m waiting for my card to arrive. And save towards a new place to live.
We have to be here in the basement by 9am-5pm. Talk about being corralled?
It’s so cold! My 👃 runs! Either the windows are old? Or economics are in effect.
Some people! Will ransack other people’s stuff!
Today we went to the church for Thanksgiving. Even if it is on a Saturday.
In South Amherst,Ohio.
About 2-3 months.
I should have enough to get a apt.
If I hang in there.
Saturday we went to a church for Thanksgiving dinner.
There was preaching! On the way back. We got preached again!
Today! Is my birthday! A woman who I play Uno with made a handwritten card for me.
I could not have been so touched by it!
I was informed that I have to be out ASAP!
What I thought was 180 days. Is 90 days!
My social worker was also informed.
It may have been accelerated!
Around here? 1 bedroom apartments. Are about $420 mo. & Up.
I still wish? I was back in Cleveland. At least I knew my way around!
While being here.
There’s been nights I could cry myself to sleep. But what good would that do?
The church next door made dinner for us.
As I ate.
It gave me a that much more determination!
To get out of here!
And plans to go back to Cleveland!